see this? take a real look at it... cuz dis is HOW I FUCKING FEEL NOW!

it's been so long since i've been so super pissed abt life... everyone oso wanna die... GO GO GO! ALL GO DIE... DIE ALR DEN EVERYTHING SOLVED OK?! FASTER DIE~ AND LEAVE MI FUCKING ALONE IN THIS WORLD!

sometimes no matter how strong a person is... she stil has her weakest times... and i'm alr bery tired... i oso nid someone to come over and tel mi that everything's gonna b ok... not ppl keep telling mi that dey should die... die die die... IF ALL WAN DIE.. GO LAR! u tink i'm not fucking tired of all these dying shit ah? tel mi how am i suppose to answer? tel dos dat wanna die.. dun die dun die... life is gonna b ok... fuck lar~ i've alr said that a million times.. i've alr given my all... i scolded.. i toked... i felt... i consoled... den wad? stil fucking return to de same pt... can i not care? can i not bother when it's dos ppl closest to me... i wish...

gimme that someone hu'll owayz b thr for me this christmas... i'm tired....